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I'm not a very nice person. I'm not a person that cares very much about it.
But that said, I'm hopeless when it comes to forgetting people that I've cared about. I'm hopeless when it comes to leaving people where they should be instead of dragging them back into my memory at random reflections of the past...
Now that said. I still don't care.
Most people don't like the way I live. They hate my lack of emotions and seemingly cynical attidue...they probably also hate the fact that I'm goign to say it's only because my species have surpassed the humans. Fuck you.
I sneeze blood alot
I don't listen
I control most aspects of my life and thoughts
And I don't understand any laws except not murdering.
You love me or hate me, most likely hate me. Most likely I've been there before.
Most likely....I still can't care :)
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[28 Nov 2005|02:12pm] |
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I feel like shit, not like emotionally wise, cus we all know I don't have those anymore...but like sick wise. I just feel so uncomftorable.
Also, I'm laughing at everything today, and saying stupid things that only connect in my mind, probably because I had one of those nights where you wake up and can;t remember even falling asleep.
FUCK. IWILLGETMYWAY!
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[23 Nov 2005|12:13pm] |
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So yesterday was interesting...
I skipped 3rd and 4th, but it wasn't your everyday normal skipping where you just get in the car and go, oh no it couldn't be that simple.
Well, first off, Ms.Edlind was standing by one of the gates that's never opend that you usually just drive by, she was making sure kids weren't going up to the office exit that doens't have a gate..
And so someone came up with the idea that one person should drive the car out and just drive really fast by her while she was distracted and the rest of us meet him by this church by school.
That sounded good, so 1 person went out to the car and 5 of us went out to the Davis building. But that was too big of a group I guess so we seperated and I went with these 2 other kids. All was good untill one of the guys I was with noticed a golf cart driving towards us after we had started walking on the sidewalk. So they were walking fast and then are like "BOOK IT" and I'm like "whaaaaaa?" and they haul ass. So I start running, but I CAN'T run fast, and was like "damnit I'm so fucked". But I somehow made it by cutting across this yard. And ran to the church and lost the other kids. But then saw the "get away" car, and ran to it.
Now if you're still reading this you're probably wondering about the other 2 kids that split from us. Well, someone called them and they didn't even get out "where are you" the kid on the other line just yells out street names, we were RIGHT by the street so Jake slammed on the breaks and we see that they were being chased by a golf cart and so we open the door for these 2 hauling ass kids and scoot over trying to cram 4 people in a back seat. Bobby pretty much landed on me as we were all laughing at how amazing it was that they pulled it off. I mean, they called at JUST the right time, and I saw the car at just the right time.
It was fun after that...Think what you will.
BUT THEN, I always see my 4th period teacher in the parkinglot when we're leaving, but this time I figured I wouldn't because we left later then usual. But as I was pulling away I saw him from my rearveiw mirror and had no choice but to drive right past him...we made eye contact. So I'm thinking my Dad's definatly gonna find out...Unless there's like a loophole. Oh well.
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[18 Nov 2005|06:05am] |
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Welcome to forced happiness...
That just means, that I've been running so non-stop and fucked up latly that I can't say I have any feelings towards life but pure bliss.
I don't think I'll ever stop being who I am right now. I don't think I'll ever stop questioning the intentions of others, and laughing when I'm right and other people have to see it for the first time.
I hope you get alcohol poisoning next time you drink. And I hope I lay in an unloyal heep of aneeba next time I get high.(today)
So uh....how's everyone. I feel nauseaus, but still pretty good.
I made a very humorous mistake yesterday, some of you know about it, if you do, feel free to laugh, that's all I've been able to do.
But, I still don't know what's going to happen with that on account of I've been avoiding it at all costs..haha, tpyical Megan, get used to it. I have to find out soon though, in about 15 minutes....Nah, I'll probably leave.
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[16 Nov 2005|01:00pm] |
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I'm a FIRM believer that if you're going to go around saying--no cross that PREACHING about something, you should try to live it yourself.
That said...before you say anything about the way anyone eles acts...look back on yourself, the things you've said and done in the past...a place to start might be your own lj entries???
Just saying.
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| I LIKE to know where things are going, but I LOVE the wait |
[14 Nov 2005|06:00am] |
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So I want to go on a trip to the middle of nowhere most hick-like town..ever.
I want to see something new, but not exciting..Something mundane that everyone eles just passes up because it's not anything fun or interesting. I want to find the intresting in everything and everyone.
Even the types of people I can't usually stand, the typical people that you see everyday and hear talk and know you have nothing in common with, I WANT TO FORCE INTERACTION!
I want to go on a date, but not just any date, I want to go on a date where we go to the roof of the tallest building to feed pigeons or whatever eles is up there, and barely talk, and barely even look at each other and just be completely weird and borderline insane...but love every minute of our unoticed existance.
I want someone who understands perfectly why I hate talking around people I don't know and why you have to pry my mouth open with the jaws of life in situations where I don't know people but then once I get going you have to seal them shut.
I WANT TO ASK QUESTIONS THAT I'M CURIOUS ABOUT AND NOT EXPLAINE WHY I ASKED MORE THAN THE FACT THAT I JUST REALLY WANTED TO KNOW.
I LIKE to know where things are going, but I LOVE the wai
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| FUCK YOU MR.FLETCHERRRRR! |
[08 Nov 2005|11:37am] |
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So I walk inot my Dad's classroom right, nothing unusual he asks me how my day was I say fine, we make some small talk...Then, after sitting down and relaxing a little bit I hear the dreaded "can I ask you a question about your attendance?"
So I laugh and say no, and he laughs too and then says "no, seriously, why does Mr.Fletcher have you marked absent for the last 2 days?"
Apparently he also told my Dad that my "grade wasn't the best"
CUS HE'S A FUCKING ROBOT! All he ever does is stand infront of the class and read DIRECTLY from the book, and we write down vocab from a list he gives us. Our ONLY grades in there are A) the vocab and B) the tests...So if you get a bad grade on a test your fucked up the ass by an elderly man that believes he's perfect and everyone named Megan Gangarosa is incapable!!!!!!! So tell me how the fuck am I supposed to get a good grade when all he does is read from the book..It's not like if I did good on the tests I'd actually be LEARNING anything, just simply recieting what his boring ass says.
Sorry to vent frustration but ventventventventventventventventventventventventVENT
But I'm not in trouble cus my Dad's super cool like that, well...not now anyways?
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[07 Nov 2005|11:02am] |
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-I need some time...not just SOME time, I need all the time in the
world.
-I need someone to have deep, yet semi-meaningless conversations with
at 3:00 in the morning.
-I need a bestfriend who won't ignore me.
-I need someone who will come over at 2am and watch Disney movies with
me. (No one does that anymore!)
-I NEEEEEEEEEED to talk to the people that I was close with last year
-I need music
-I need life
-I need insanity
-I need words that make since
-I need to go somewhere with someone who could possibly mean something
and KNOW what it means, not just guess
and only one person will understand this, and possibly not even
him..........
-I need to finish watching "Mouse Hunt" and comparing the characters to
me and Courtney!! Yeah I know, I'm fucking weird
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[03 Nov 2005|09:24am] |
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It's hard to feel things when your only concern is making sure that the stupid thing you just did won't kill you like they say it so easily could. Sorry. NOT! I can't be what you need when I'm too numb to know what I need for myself.
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| This is something you should read |
[29 Oct 2005|08:32pm] |
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Amazing-Tonight was purely amazing...
Most people would think that nothing amazing happend..but most people are stupid :)
I went to this "movie night?" thing. It was super boring, but I got to see a super chilly Courtney all wrapped up and adorable, and I got to lay on a sheet with the warmest blanket I have while the wind blew everywhere looking up at the stars. I left about 30 mins after being there, it was nice, but I was scared that I would leave with a bad feeling and I wanted to continue on my happy way...
So then, I called Johnny, he was supppppppppper stoned...it was hilarious. And then I met up with him at Taco Bell for like 2 seconds, talked to him, and finally scored some ciggarettes (after driving all over Bradenton and no luck anywhere)
Then I drove home, at like 10:00, the earliest I've set out for home in I can't remember how long..I actually made it home by like 11, that used to be my curfew.
The drive home was simple, and peaceful
I can't even describe how nice it was to drive with the window down, the breeze, not caring that I couldn't see half the things I should've because my hair was in my face. Not worring about arguing with my parents to stay out till 1 or so. Early, breezy, peaceful, HAPPY.
I don't have a care about anything in my head really. I know I'm not dependable, I know I mess things up, I know, I know, I know....But something you don't know, I DON'T CARE :) I don't mean that in a bad way. I'm just happy, I could die right now and feel I captured what I needed to in life.
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[23 Oct 2005|06:15am] |
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What I had written here earlier was mean of me, I'll admit that...I don't really care, but I did get something mixed up I guess so w/e
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[15 Oct 2005|05:31pm] |
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So last night was interesting. I ended up at this preppy kid party, I only knew Jake there and like he went in before me because I needed to sit in his car and make a phone call. And so when i went up to the gate/fence thing it had a little handle that you had to pull up but I couldn't see the handle thing so i was just trying to push through it, clearly out of it ++ it was dark so, not a good combo. And then like when I figured it out and actually enterd the back yard I was completly lost and like couldn't find Jake (only person I knew there), and I sort of got distracted by the lights and all the people standing around so I just like stopped in the middle looking for him...akward. Luckily when I saw him after like 5 mins of walking around aimlessly with "popular" kids from school looking at me funny, and me realllllllly wanting to fight then (I shoulda it woulda been great) he wanted to leave too. It just wasn't a good vibe at all. I hate parties, I love like just hanging out with close friends who are good people that accept you, and you know well, but I HATED that!
But I guess all together it was an alright night, we went to the playground at Jessie P. Miller and just sat on a bench and ate Arby's and talked.
Then as most of you know my eyes are REALLY sensitive...So uh, when he dropped me off at church for my mom to pick me up this lady was questioning me..what a bitch. So I'm kinda concerned that's not cool
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[10 Oct 2005|03:12pm] |
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so my mom told me i have "fire emotions"...that when someone comes too near in my life on a level i dont invite them to be on they get like a 3rd degree.
i guess its kinda true. im not the type of person that just jumps into someones arms and spills my guts all over there shirt in hopes of some sort of responce..
ive always veiwed this as a good thing..it saves alot of un-needed emotions. i really dont like overly emotional people that only have "im sad life is shitty" things to say, bc the truth is everybody feels that way at times.
see my moms big problem is she expects that since i am her daughter, and she technically raised me that when im upset or angry or what the fuck ever i should come to her.
THIS MAKES ME SICK! the idea of opening up to someone i dont know well (even tho i live with her) scares the shit out of me. ive never gotten the whole "therapist" thing either...
The Summary of This Entry
people hype up emotion to be some big thing to deal with. but i think if we all just lay ourselves on the line for one day to realise that the biggest of our problems could very well be rolled into a little ball and digested by dinner with the proper attitude..everything would be better.
(now emo kids are gonna hurt me)
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[07 Oct 2005|02:47pm] |
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so im a burnette again..and u know u wish u were :)
yeah, its a tad bit darker than my natural color this time, bc she had to make it a little bit darker because the blonde was so light..but i think i like it darker : D
i got it cut a little too, but im going to do it more myself tonight bc she just trimmed it and i have a specific idea in mind. wish me luck whores
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[03 Oct 2005|01:29pm] |
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so wow..
uh
im sarcastic. but i like it.
and sometimes bleeding is fun.
uh
i dont know why im writing this. it confuses me
i like never think at all, but then when i do its all about stuff i dont even know if i want-well i know that i want but i dont know if id want all the things that come with it.
im sorry if u read my lj all the time and wonder where i come up with things to talk about...wait, no im not burn hooooos
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[01 Oct 2005|06:33pm] |
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so its homecoming tonight..and as shocked as i am and as u will be in however long it takes me to stop writing this sentence and read what i write in the capital letters "IM GOING" ok i know i wasnt saying that whole thing but i feel out of breath *gasps*
now
im nervous...reallly nervous times 87,000,000
and if i love u, u know why.
and if i dont li=ove u, u dont know why
and if i do love u but havent told u why yet...prepare urself, cus i might
sometime soon really soon.
so im going to courts soon and then someone named..someone, how convient is going to pick my ars up, and then i will once again be nervous.
siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh
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[28 Sep 2005|02:35pm] |
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MY STRANGE HISTORY WITH PEANUT BUTTER
(you probably wont read this but trust me you should)
OK so i as any normal human worm baby (invader zim) used to looooooove peanut butter. LOVE. LOVE. LOVE.
but then one day my mom made the weird spaghetti with chicken in it and i didnt really wanna eat it so i just picked around at it and so did my brother.
so when she was safely out of sight i offerd to make my brother and me a peanut butter sandwhich for dinner since we didnt eat.
of coarse by 9:00 we were eager to put some form of food in our body..so we shoved it down our throats really quite grotestly.
well around 11 o'clock that night i felt a rumble in my stomach, but not the kind winney the poo got, oh no..this was serious.
so i sit up and and a second later id hurled a peanut butter flavored puke up all over, and i do mean ALL OVER my bed.
so this turned me off of peanut butter BIGGGG TIME! when people offerd me anything peanut butter, even reese's saying that i would not put any sort of peanut butter near my mouth ever again.
but then, one day a few months ago i decide to go for it, try it, live a little...
I LOVE PEANUT BUTTTTTTTTER!
:) the end
ps-i hate it when u pet meeeeeee
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[23 Sep 2005|06:55pm] |
so i realised today that really not likeing someone is actually hilarious. like the thing my mind comes up to do with to expose their true evil self (which is pretty visable) well maybe shes not "evil" but shes a bitch and i cant really stand to hear her voice....thats bad, but i dont care..and lots of people know the truth :)
everyone will know soon, and i dont know, scratch that I DONT want that to happen, but its inevitable so i dont care :D
later hos
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so..hey kids, adults, seniors. hows everyone doing tonight? good? good!.....
well im bored. and i was watching Invader Zim but im not anymore..i know u care.
and uh, i have a new inspiration for doing well in school..ive realized tho that the little things really, REEEEEEALLY mess me up. like little 10 line journals, i like have no motivation to do them and theyre soooooo easy, but pointless so i like dont do them and then theyre like a big part of the grade and then im screwed, so ive been trying to do those more :)
and uh, everythings real cool. well not really but im not noticing whats not so i think things are cool.
its like the little cartoons of like mr.magoo causing a huge reck and just keeps on driving all happy and shit cus he doesnt know what hes done and theres mad chaos going on behind him. thats how i ammmmm.. i bet not one person got that, but i bet some might tell me they did, and they didnt. maybe john got it, cus hes on my level (ha that makes u think twice doesnt it john)
later humans and all other life forms
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so, yeah, life...
its, interesting
theres lots of unpredictable awesome things that happen, and then there are the bad.
ive learned that i dont let go when i feel im right.......EVER, even when i say i do. inside im all like *raises hand* "ooooohhh i know the answer and you're wronggggggggggg!"
ive also learned, in my head i can be the most harsh, cruel person, even to myself...but on the reverse of that i can be overly understanding and fairy dance around things i really should say to the people i care most about.
i dont really rely on anyone but myself anymore..thats probably a mixture of me not giveing a shit about it, not being able to deal with peoples little issues with the things i do over stupid stuff...and of coarse me learning through years and years of dealing with certain issues, that somethings (though disguised differently) Never Ever Change!
i hate knowing stuff about how people think about me that they wont admit to me but they complain about to everyone eles. GET OVER YOURSELF.
im like 16 learning that my mind is a wonderful, immature, brilliant, and retarded place to explore and learn about. and in ur mind, ur like 30, married with 2 kids and engulfed in love fighting all the time over stupid things that no one remembers...stupid.
theres no happy median, its just who we are
AND I COULDNT LOVE IT MORE!
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[21 Jun 2005|04:41pm] |
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well......SUMMMEEMEMEMRMRRRRR!
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[05 May 2005|10:19am] |
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i cannot inhale the sparkle of your voice....
neways, ive realized something, something that ive known for a very long time but im rediscovering which means hating it all over again. i have horrible, HORRIBLE timeing, simply disasterous!
i just get so impatient that i think things will never change and then i end up screwing things up because ill say it or do it at the worst time and then bam, 2 weeks later it woulda been the perfect time but i already fucked over my chances.
so that was me complaining, and this is a new subject (for the benifit of the slow ones)
i am playing the cello tonight at an auction...im kinda nervous but itll be alright. so my nana is picking me up today and that makes me very excited, i like her alot, tho not when i was living with her (more bad timeing lol)
soooooooooo tommarow im not going home with my dad, i cant deal with it, its way too akward, i havent actually been home all week, well ive gotten home at 9 and just gone into my room, and i dont plan on letting tommarow be any different. sighs, im gonna get in trouble for it but, oh well...what can u do
im in histroy right now, and the kid next to me wont quit banging his feet on the floor, alot of times that doesnt annoy me, but right now its bothering the hell outa me.
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yooooooo..
whats up everyone? im in a really social mood, which doesnt happen often at all..which is kinda sad
neways..
*streeeeeeeeeches*
dude, i betta bring my grades up like times 2 if i wanna be able to have fun this weekend. mike said something about staying at the beach. thatd be awesome! i love the beach at night, so mucchhhhhh!
we were gonna go there this weekend, but basically stayed at pats g-mas instead, it was cool, but i loveeeeeee the beach. i said some weird things.....ohhhhh well
god why am i so happy? i mean im not usually unhappy, but i usually have a very sarcastic tone to me, but not really so much right now. hell i dont even think if someone i really disliked came up to me and said the most retarded thing i would even make tons of fun of them. now i havent lost myself completely in this mood, id still rag on them, but not nearly as much.
im not looking foward to next period, i was supposed to get something for this girl and i havent yet.
grr, shes gonna be pissd, i think she was mad this weekend too cus i couldnt meet her, oh well, no big deal.
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[29 Apr 2005|11:14am] |
Your dating personality profile:
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously.
Outgoing - You can liven up any party. You've got a way with people and have little difficulty charming your dates. | Your date match profile:
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.
Liberal - You need a person who has liberal opinions and beliefs. You are engaged by political discussions and would find a liberal viewpoint refreshing in a date.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. | Your Top Ten Traits
1. Liberal
2. Funny
3. Outgoing
4. Stylish
5. Adventurous
6. Sensual
7. Intellectual
8. Practical
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Big-Hearted
| Your Top Ten Match Traits
1. Funny
2. Liberal
3. Practical
4. Adventurous
5. Shy
6. Stylish
7. Intellectual
8. Big-Hearted
9. Athletic
10. Romantic
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[26 Apr 2005|10:02pm] |
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i love everyone, except mike.
-he wont fill out my suvey
-there for he is a stupid crack whore
-if u want sex, just pay him in crack and ull get a good dose
FILL OUT THE EFFIN SURVEY, OR ELES!
jease, so difficult, everyone eles just did it. eh!
jk, ur cool...and u dont sleep for crack THAT often. :)
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| my letter to u |
[25 Apr 2005|11:28am] |
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i speak the truth. i try to do it as effeciently as possible, i try to say it as nicely as i can, i try my best to tell the person themselves when im willing to tell other people. but the TRUTH (which will be the subject of this post) is sometimes i need advice, because sometimes the one person i usually get advice from, is the one that im having issues with...forgive me if i dont think thats an awful thing to do. infact, i think its quite appropriate, because, frankly right now i dont want to talk to this person more than i have to (partially for the reason that i dont feel like my comments or talking in general is welcome right now), so maybe me posting this instead of talking to u is a "shitty" thing to do in ur opinion, but im just trying to take into consideration that 1) you dont really listen to me well alot of the time (atleast latly) and 2) i dont really feel like talking to u when everytime we have more than a 2 minute converstaion (which keep in mind we've had ever since knowing each other and u have certainly had ur share of conversations where u just bitch about life and i listen, thats kinda what friends do). so heres my big explanation,
-dont get weird with me because i say something online that no one even knows is about u when u have had ur share of posts talking about someone u havent talked to in person about
-dont think i only talk/like u...it makes u look like ur full of urself and its not at all the truth
-listen, just fuckin listen if u really dont understand something, instead of getting a bitchy tone that isnt neccisary, just ask...ur not too good for that.
-i am sorry....i really am. im sorry for alot of reasons, but mainly, im sorry that im posting this because i cant talk to u and really feel like ur listening without being annoyed because of the fact that once again im talking to u, oh god forbid.
so do u kinda get my point now? i dont want to talk to u in person about much of nething because i have this horrible feeling that u wont listen, or that ull think im crowding u too much. and that makes me very willing to risk pissing u off to finally speak my mind. im sorry if it isnt tactful in ur eyes, but uve been a little less than perfect latly to me do.
ps, i know this is odd considering this post, but i hope we're always friends..
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| im on fire! |
[25 Apr 2005|09:14am] |
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does anyone agree with me that "hacs" is an insult? like if i were to say "u hacs dont even know"...that means something right?!?!?!?!?!?1? yes
i am sooooooooo uncomftorable! im sitting in biology and these tables suck. also, i hate this class. but its better than math, i dont think i could deal with math right now. gosh
i need some advice.......
so last night darren calls and he asked if i would like to go to the tbs show with him and mike. it woulda been kick ass hanging out with those two all day just chillin...damn. but i gave himadvice on how to pick up chicks...so thats good right?......side note to darren, u keep that bottle to remember the best day EVER!
if u have a friend whos being kinda rude to u and no one eles even when other people will do the same thing u do that "annoys" them? like that person doesnt really care what u think cus they know youll be friends with them anyway, but to everyone eles, theyre super nice...almost 2-faced just so everyone will love them. the thing is, i dont want it to be a big deal at all and i know im not gonna loose this person. i just wish that my friend didnt get so fuckin touchy about little shit.
i love u guyssssssssssssssssssssssssssss! stay safe.
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Do you think im hawt?
If you could change anything about me - would you?
Would you have sex with me?
Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
Would you be my boyfriend/girlfriend?
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[18 Apr 2005|09:34am] |
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh gosh.
well todays gonna suck prettyy bad. not because nething is going wrong persay, but because i am infact here, at school. i wish kristen had the car, i wish i had my dads car keys with me, i wish johnny could still skip. i wish i wasnt here. my weekend was pretty good.
*friday- i went with court and amanda to get our sponcerships for the auction. then i went back to courts and we watched invader zim! heeeeellllll yes. then i fell asleep and woke up to courts cell fone which kept ringing. turns out the calls were from kristen on her way to get us. so we went to matts and i saw his pretty dog and we hung out with some people therr. then we went to see nate at his work and got pizza, and didnt really get to see nate. and then i got pissd and it stayed that way untill someone left (BUT LET IT BE KNOWN ITS ALL GOOD NOW NICE AND COOL). then we went to the beach and we hung out till my mom called. and we went to walmart.
saturday ahhh what a day- so i woke up and had to clean the hell outa my house to earn money. so i worked alot. cleaned my room5$, closet 3$, vacuumed (up and down staires) 4$, and pulled 5 bags of weeds 5$. so all together 17 and my mom gave me 3 cus she loves me :). then i went to kikis for a bit (after getting wendys. mmm nuggets). and i hung out with her. then we went to pick up pat, and the chaos starts. pats dad wouldnt give him any money so me and kiki had to pitch in all of ours. then we called his friend tommy and we picked up him at this kids house (i dont care if people make fun of me he was hott). then we went to kash and karry to pick up za alcohol but before the kid would give it to us we had to do some stuff. then we went back to the kids house and tommy brought us the alcohol then kristen gave amber (pats cousin) and brittany (i think) and tommy a ride back to someones house. and we were wayyyy late for picking up court, matt, and kyle. kyles mom seemed cool (for the 5 minutes i saw her). then we headed out to the beach and mike, darren, and heath met me, pat, kris, and court, and matt there. and we got our drunk on. awesome. then we went bowling, with the youth group. yes me and court went drunk bowling with the youth group. mike and darren stayed for a little bit..and then left :(. i really wanna hang out with them ALOT fuckin more!
sunday- church..yayyyyyy *waves hands in sarcastic motion*!!!!!!!!!!!!
monday SUCKS ASSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
LATA
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ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh gosh.
well todays gonna suck prettyy bad. not because nething is going wrong persay, but because i am infact here, at school. i wish kristen had the car, i wish i had my dads car keys with me, i wish johnny could still skip. i wish i wasnt here. my weekend was pretty good.
*friday- i went with court and amanda to get our sponcerships for the auction. then i went back to courts and we watched invader zim! heeeeellllll yes. then i fell asleep and woke up to courts cell fone which kept ringing. turns out the calls were from kristen on her way to get us. so we went to matts and i saw his pretty dog and we hung out with some people therr. then we went to see nate at his work and got pizza, and didnt really get to see nate. and then i got pissd and it stayed that way untill someone left (BUT LET IT BE KNOWN ITS ALL GOOD NOW NICE AND COOL). then we went to the beach and we hung out till my mom called. and we went to walmart.
saturday ahhh what a day- so i woke up and had to clean the hell outa my house to earn money. so i worked alot. cleaned my room5$, closet 3$, vacuumed (up and down staires) 4$, and pulled 5 bags of weeds 5$. so all together 17 and my mom gave me 3 cus she loves me :). then i went to kikis for a bit (after getting wendys. mmm nuggets). and i hung out with her. then we went to pick up pat, and the chaos starts. pats dad wouldnt give him any money so me and kiki had to pitch in all of ours. then we called his friend tommy and we picked up him at this kids house (i dont care if people make fun of me he was hott). then we went to kash and karry to pick up za alcohol but before the kid would give it to us we had to do some stuff. then we went back to the kids house and tommy brought us the alcohol then kristen gave amber (pats cousin) and brittany (i think) and tommy a ride back to someones house. and we were wayyyy late for picking up court, matt, and kyle. kyles mom seemed cool (for the 5 minutes i saw her). then we headed out to the beach and mike, darren, and heath met me, pat, kris, and court, and matt there. and we got our drunk on. awesome. then we went bowling, with the youth group. yes me and court went drunk bowling with the youth group. mike and darren stayed for a little bit..and then left :(. i really wanna hang out with them ALOT fuckin more!
sunday- church..yayyyyyy *waves hands in sarcastic motion*!!!!!!!!!!!!
monday SUCKS ASSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
LATA
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